SlyReaper wrote:Auwolf wrote:I think I have another phobia. Lightning and thunder. I am terrified that lightning is going to come down and hit me.
But you'll get lightning super powers!
Haha that's something to look forward to, that and if I'm lucky unconsciousness. I hope I don't sound like a dick I guess I am plagued type? by insecurities. Sometimes I just want to be full of confidence and not be afraid of anything, like my other friends are. But whenever I am about to do something I always am thinking of the consequences.
I guess I have lived a sheltered life and have had being responsible drilled into me since I was a kid. (I'm 17) Sometimes it is a blessing sometimes it's a curse. Sometimes I just want to do something spontaneous and crazy and not freak out during it, but simply enjoy the fun and adrenaline of it. I guess I stress about everything and anything. I just want to say hell yeah situation x is going to be awesome! Not oh shit what if this and these bad things happen?
For instance I'm going to see Pearl Jam. I know it's going to be totally awesome but there's always something nagging at me saying it might not be. This is why, for obvious reasons, that I don't really enjoy most films of the drama genre. I just want to escape into a fantasy not stress about the problems of the other characters. But then again maybe I am strange. I've always considered that to be a possibility.