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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:37 am UTC

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby kaniman2 » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:08 am UTC

Confession -- Sometimes I have to blast out My Chemical Romance. I think at heart I'm an emo kid poser or something, and that scares me.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Teapot » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:16 am UTC

kaniman2 wrote:Confession -- Sometimes I have to blast out My Chemical Romance. I think at heart I'm an emo kid or something, and that scares me.
Sometimes I have to blast out My Chemical Romance, but I used to be an emo kid (although I would have denied it at the time). Mostly I play it now when I'm mucking about on my bass. Also there's the fact that sometimes it helps me a lot to scream "I'm not ok" over and over and over. I'm not sure what that says about me... Their tunes are pretty catchy though. That's pretty much what I listen to now. Anything that's catchy.

Confession: I have now had two responses to my bassist ad and I can't shut up the little part of my brain that tells me I'm going to scare off any prospective band members before we've had a chance to talk properly. Also the part that wonders if I maybe shouldn't have said I'm female in my ad (I didn't want people to meet me and go "Oh. But you're a girl"). It'd also be more awesome if they were people already in a band rather than just random guys who are like "So, yeah. I want to start a band, but nobody seems interested..."

Confession2: I've gone kind of hyper and now I seem to be thinking about everything except the thing that I should probably be thinking about because it's the reason I couldn't sleep.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby yohanleafheart » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:17 am UTC

schumi_girl wrote:They really did ruin the kid's life, too.

He posted nude pix of himself, then his friend recognised him, gave Anonymous his name and school, and within two hours, Anonymous had his address, phone numbers, emails of family, friends, teachers, and emailed the pix to them.

Then they ordered hundreds of pizzas, male strippers, sex toys and magazine subscriptions to his house.

The ban happened after that, I'm not sure what happened later.



Holy c***. That is MANY kinds of not ok.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby J the Ninja » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:19 am UTC

Confession: Today I got in a fender bender. Stupid snow...
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby steewi » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:21 am UTC

yohanleafheart wrote:
schumi_girl wrote:They really did ruin the kid's life, too.

He posted nude pix of himself, then his friend recognised him, gave Anonymous his name and school, and within two hours, Anonymous had his address, phone numbers, emails of family, friends, teachers, and emailed the pix to them.

Then they ordered hundreds of pizzas, male strippers, sex toys and magazine subscriptions to his house.

The ban happened after that, I'm not sure what happened later.



Holy c***. That is MANY kinds of not ok.

Yeah. Sure, it's stupid to post naked pix on 4chan, but this 'friend' now deserves to have the shit beaten out of him, his parents yell at him and be exposed himself in front of everyone he knows.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Decker » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:38 am UTC

Confession: I feel anti-social today.
I was angry with my friend. I told my wrath. My wrath did end.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Wed Jan 28, 2009 2:01 am UTC

yohanleafheart wrote:Holy c***.
Confession: People unnecessarily bleeping out rude words. Its fine here, and considering the situation, its also appropriate.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby emceng » Wed Jan 28, 2009 2:29 am UTC

I am beginning to loathe my cologne, for it is the smell of failure. I have never gotten laid on an evening I have worn it. I don't think I have even had a second date after one in which I have used it.

Note: Please skip the hackneyed jokes/questions about the cologne smelling bad or being overused. It does not.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby yohanleafheart » Wed Jan 28, 2009 3:01 am UTC

ACU-LP wrote:
yohanleafheart wrote:Holy c***.
Confession: People unnecessarily bleeping out rude words. Its fine here, and considering the situation, its also appropriate.


Thank you mate, I usually don't do it, as I do not have any problem with rude words, but I found it was better on this fora.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Wed Jan 28, 2009 3:13 am UTC

Heh, Confession: In my last confession I didn't write the actual confession; I dislike the unnecessary censoring.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby sje46 » Wed Jan 28, 2009 4:38 am UTC

ACU-LP wrote:Heh, Confession: In my last confession I didn't write the actual confession; I dislike the unnecessary censoring.

Well you can just go ^%$#* yourself.

*wash
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby d33p » Wed Jan 28, 2009 5:09 am UTC

After all this time, I finally found an IRC client, found #xkcd and #FaiD, and... I don't know anyone there. /sigh
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby sje46 » Wed Jan 28, 2009 5:13 am UTC

d33p wrote:After all this time, I finally found an IRC client, found #xkcd and #FaiD, and... I don't know anyone there. /sigh

There are a lot of forumites on #xkcdmafia.

Besides that, the channels are a little void of us.

. . .you should know at least someone on #FaiD.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby UnderRock » Wed Jan 28, 2009 6:15 am UTC

'Fess: apparently I had a visitor come over not too long ago. Only I was asleep and my roommate didn't realize I was there. I ended up waking up right after said visitor left (my name being mentioned repeatedly was probably what did it). I have no possible clue who it was. And that bothers me so much. Especially considering I fell asleep feeling incredibly lonely. Oh, and now I'm not even remotely tired.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby eternal luna » Wed Jan 28, 2009 9:16 am UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: G hdf kj bhgf exBoy vcxzefgay. Mg kioj pjf. Shit.

Fess Pt 2: I can't even confess the above to myself.

Confession: I thought that the first one was in some kind of code, then spent 15 minutes trying to figure it out.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby crickets » Wed Jan 28, 2009 9:39 am UTC

Confession:

I think working nights is starting to drive me even more crazy. I have spent the last two and a half hours sitting in the dark because there is nothing else worth doing. I'm getting paranoid, i feel isolated and disoriented and all i want to do is find someone who is still awake and go sit in a well lit restaurant and drink caffeinated beverages till my hands shake.

I miss the life i had when everyone was awake till five in the morning.

I feel alone. And paranoid. And i really want to go to sleep, but i'm all paranoid and hyper=vigilant.

So all i can do is sit on the internet.
And bitch.

I'm sorry guys, i just don't have anyone else to talk to. They're all sleeping.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby dragon » Wed Jan 28, 2009 9:56 am UTC

eternal luna wrote:
schumi_girl wrote:Confession: G hdf kj bhgf exBoy vcxzefgay. Mg kioj pjf. Shit.

Fess Pt 2: I can't even confess the above to myself.

Confession: I thought that the first one was in some kind of code, then spent 15 minutes trying to figure it out.

Only fifteen minutes? :oops:
Context? What context?
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby eternal luna » Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:13 am UTC

Yeah, I had to run off to salsa class, which my partner forgot about and which wasn't on anyway.

Confession: I hate my mother for behaving like a small child while my life hangs in the balance. Stop fucking pouting and putting on some show, and just keep at least one goddamned hand on the wheel while we're moving at such high speeds. Gods.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Wolf » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:36 pm UTC

Confession (even though sometimes I feel it shouldn't have to be): I'm a furry.

I guess I just had to tell someone. And you guys seem more accepting than most.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Chai Kovsky » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:44 pm UTC

Wolf wrote:Confession (even though sometimes I feel it shouldn't have to be): I'm a furry.

I guess I just had to tell someone. And you guys seem more accepting than most.
And I have brown hair. It's all good, hon.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Wolf » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:47 pm UTC

Chai Kovsky wrote:
Wolf wrote:Confession (even though sometimes I feel it shouldn't have to be): I'm a furry.

I guess I just had to tell someone. And you guys seem more accepting than most.
And I have brown hair. It's all good, hon.

*Hugs*


*hugs* Thanks.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DJorgensen » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:56 pm UTC

Oh crickets, I miss the days that I used to be able to do that too.. *sigh* Maybe I should do that and just work like Lucas - you know never working on his schedule but always seeming to work and sleep and be crazy...

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I've become amazing adept at driving with my knees. At high speeds (and slow speeds too). This was a skill I developed when I was being crazy, but it just mostly stuck around since I got used to it (especially when I worked out of my car).

Confession: I am gimped and avoiding work as I know that it will gimp me even more. So instead I've just stayed home for the past couple days and been all sore and in pain here... That said, my work is really not piling up at all... I'm glad that I've been able to automate most things, and glad that I can do pretty much anything else remotely. I am just concerned as I don't believe those in charge realize that I am still working as work comes in for me - even though they were complaining that I wasn't appearing to work very hard while in the office.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby yohanleafheart » Wed Jan 28, 2009 8:13 pm UTC

Wolf wrote:Confession (even though sometimes I feel it shouldn't have to be): I'm a furry.

I guess I just had to tell someone. And you guys seem more accepting than most.


[sarcasm]Oh my god! Oh my god! Oh my god! A furry!?!!? Run for your lives. Protect the children. Womans go first.[/sarcasm]

:D :D :D

Now, yeah, people here seem much more receptive to any kind of "devious" behaviour. Glad you felt you could confess in here (I do like the fact that I could confess a lot of other things too).
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Jessica » Wed Jan 28, 2009 8:44 pm UTC

I don't think I'm gonna get a chance to eat lunch today.
Instead I get the dubious honour of transfering a huge file to my PC then transfering it to another. I love being a glorified, and much more inefficient USB stick.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Nemphael » Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:07 pm UTC

Confession: I managed to break my glasses a couple of days ago.
Confession: I whine about not being able to see without my glasses.
Confession: I do see without my glasses, 'cept I get headaches when trying to read books. Computer, I love you~
Confession: Except I haven't tried reading any books after breaking them.
Confession: I miss Avatar. >:

Confession: There's too many Is up there. Got to cut down self centeredness or something.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Pirate.Bondage » Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:15 pm UTC

Wolf wrote:Confession (even though sometimes I feel it shouldn't have to be): I'm a furry.

I guess I just had to tell someone. And you guys seem more accepting than most.


*Hugs*
I don't think anyone minds.
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Postby DJorgensen » Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:40 pm UTC

Nemphael wrote:Confession: I miss Avatar. >:

You're not the only one *sigh*
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby pseudoidiot » Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:43 pm UTC

Fess: Sometimes I feel like being pretty introverted and unsocial has led me to miss out on a lot of things, especially when I was younger.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby kriel » Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:00 pm UTC

confession the first: I'm afraid I'm an attention whore. Emo, whiny, just spewing on the fora. This is the reason that I've not made a depressish post in a long while. I usually hit back. There was a comment a while ago that hurt; but I never addressed it nor tried to figure out if it was in good humor or an actual stab. (that's two, I guess.)

Well, here's more...
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I'm tempted to fail this quarter. Just give up. I've already thrown one class to the wind, quite possibly two or three. The last class; the only reason I'd pass is.. because the teacher passes me every quarter; whether I do work or not.

I don't have discipline. I know it. Somebody in the F/RT thread suggested military or humanitarian or something. They may be right; though I am quite against joining the military. As soon as I'm.. well.. not in school; I'm going to be about eye-deep in debt; since I was irresponsible earlier and burnt through way too much money way too fast.

The problem is... if I fail more than one class in a quarter, they cut my financial aid/scholarship. Like, seriously cut. To the effect of $5000+

and I believe I have similar issues if I just decide to take a quarter off.

My original plan was to get out of college with a degree, land somewhere not necessarily _good_, but decent enough to pay the bills; and then continue. I have a currently good job (not enough to pay the bills, 20hrs/wk, but is going to be VERY nice on my resume) but I don't think between the one cert I could pull relatively easily and that experience I could land a job in my career field to pay my bills.


I also feel like I need AD's, but then I'm using that as an excuse to not be responsible. I haven't gone to class in two weeks now. Either I can't wake up, or I don't feel like it. Work has only suffered once, but...

I feel like I should write more. Then again, I feel like I've already said too much.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:01 pm UTC

Confession: I don't have that sort of ability to fit in to groups of people.
Also, I have little ability to be assertive.
Confession: I have created my first sock-puppet. However, by the time it was accepted into areas it needed access to, the person it was aimed at to confuse has stopped posting.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Pirate.Bondage » Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:15 pm UTC

kriel wrote:confession the first: I'm afraid I'm an attention whore. Emo, whiny, just spewing on the fora. This is the reason that I've not made a depressish post in a long while. I usually hit back. There was a comment a while ago that hurt; but I never addressed it nor tried to figure out if it was in good humor or an actual stab. (that's two, I guess.)

Well, here's more...
Spoiler:
I'm tempted to fail this quarter. Just give up. I've already thrown one class to the wind, quite possibly two or three. The last class; the only reason I'd pass is.. because the teacher passes me every quarter; whether I do work or not.

I don't have discipline. I know it. Somebody in the F/RT thread suggested military or humanitarian or something. They may be right; though I am quite against joining the military. As soon as I'm.. well.. not in school; I'm going to be about eye-deep in debt; since I was irresponsible earlier and burnt through way too much money way too fast.

The problem is... if I fail more than one class in a quarter, they cut my financial aid/scholarship. Like, seriously cut. To the effect of $5000+

and I believe I have similar issues if I just decide to take a quarter off.

My original plan was to get out of college with a degree, land somewhere not necessarily _good_, but decent enough to pay the bills; and then continue. I have a currently good job (not enough to pay the bills, 20hrs/wk, but is going to be VERY nice on my resume) but I don't think between the one cert I could pull relatively easily and that experience I could land a job in my career field to pay my bills.


I also feel like I need AD's, but then I'm using that as an excuse to not be responsible. I haven't gone to class in two weeks now. Either I can't wake up, or I don't feel like it. Work has only suffered once, but...

I feel like I should write more. Then again, I feel like I've already said too much.


*Hugs*
I've never thought of you as an attention whore, at all. And you really don't seem whiny. My confessions are usually emo-ish too, because the fora is a place I can say what I feel without hurting anyone.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby PhantomReality » Wed Jan 28, 2009 11:43 pm UTC

Confession: I often drift when I drive, having fatal thoughts of suicide.


edit: Also in response to schumi_girl's story, I find it painful to even think that people who would do that even exist. It's difficult to get through the day knowing they're out there.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Wolf » Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:42 am UTC

PhantomReality wrote:Confession: I often drift when I drive, having fatal thoughts of suicide.


@PhantomReality: *hugs*

Confession: I used to think about letting myself drift off the road and ram into a tree when I was driving on the freeway back from my job at night. (I was a ballroom teacher, so I ended up going home after it was dark frequently).

Confession (related to the earlier one): I feel loved by the xkcd fora. Thanks, guys/girls/whatever-you-want-to-bes! :D
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DJorgensen » Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:58 am UTC

PhantomReality wrote:Confession: I often drift when I drive, having fatal thoughts of suicide.

I did this until I rolled my car and ended up in the hospital (not related to acting on it though). I still have glass embedded in my scalp from the incident.
I guess part of me realized its not as simple as it sounds and chances are you are going to survive and have to deal with the shitty time afterward.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby luketheduke » Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:59 am UTC

Confession: I am way too emotionally attached to mushing. (think "text rpg", not "huskies")

Confession: I am thinking about creating a sock puppet because I don't want thing that hit very close to home be associated with my main nickname. But I guess it'll be ok in the end.

Confession: I will be taking a thermos of coffee and a bottle of cola to uni in an hour when it's 6am.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby apeman5291 » Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:07 am UTC

Drifting is scary. I occasionally play with suicide in my mind, but never in anything close to resembling a serious consideration. It's more like one of several hypothetical situations that run through my head occasionally when I'm bored.

Somewhat related confession: I've resolved to keep my religion out of spite for people who I know would gloat if I rejected it. I'm fairly religious, but the idea of the social consequences awaiting at the other end of the spectrum causes me to doubt more than normal. Kind of like knowing that you shouldn't stick your hand in the fire makes you want to feel the pain. I don't think this is healthy.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby benjhuey » Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:20 am UTC

DJorgensen wrote:I guess part of me realized its not as simple as it sounds and chances are you are going to survive and have to deal with the shitty time afterward.
They try to make cars as non-lethal as possible for their passengers. Crumple zones, airbags, seatbelts, what have you. It's thanks to this reasoning that I've never attempted such a thing myself.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby PhantomReality » Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:28 am UTC

Surprised so many people commented on that. If you haven't thought about suicide, you probably aren't aware that you're alive. Though, to be fair in case nobody noticed, that was a Geto Boyz lyric, but is also true.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Gelsamel » Thu Jan 29, 2009 5:30 am UTC

So I'm not aware that I'm alive simply because I've never been depressed or wanted to end my life? :-/
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