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Postby KicktheCAN » Mon Sep 10, 2007 10:43 pm UTC

Confession: I can not find an avatar I like, hence the censored photo of me. Whenever I find one I pick it apart until I do not like it anymore.
pollywog is awesome, that is all.
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Postby Shizo » Mon Sep 10, 2007 10:56 pm UTC

scrt_rbt_agnt wrote:confession: i can not keep an avatar for more than 2 months for the life of me


Me neither.

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Postby Akira » Mon Sep 10, 2007 11:03 pm UTC

scrt_rbt_agnt wrote:confession: i can not keep an avatar for more than 2 months for the life of me


For a while, I couldn't keep one for more than two weeks. But it began to irritate the people on the fora, so I took a haitus. This is the longest I've had any avatar on here <_< lala.
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Postby Clerria » Mon Sep 10, 2007 11:30 pm UTC

I find that I don't hate this particular avatar of myself because it shows my favorite facial expression that is so hard to read. (I coulda sworn I was smiling... maybe it's a glare?) One day I'll spaz out and change it, but probably not for awhile. Once you get a favorite, it's hard to change.

It's easy to change from non-favorite to non-favourite.

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Postby Akira » Mon Sep 10, 2007 11:33 pm UTC

I had been wondering if that was you in your av. You remind me of my cousin, lol.

Edit: I should add that I think it's quite pretty, because "you remind me of my cousin" isn't always a compliment, lol.
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Postby Clerria » Mon Sep 10, 2007 11:39 pm UTC

Akira wrote:I had been wondering if that was you in your av. You remind me of my cousin, lol.

Edit: I should add that I think it's quite pretty, because "you remind me of my cousin" isn't always a compliment, lol.


Thanks for the clarification! Actually for some reason I constantly get the "you remind me of" lines. I just have a very unoriginal face, I suppose. Thanks, though : )

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Postby Ketzerei » Tue Sep 11, 2007 3:37 am UTC

Thank you, everyone. I had to wait to reply until now so I would be the same person I was when I posted in the first place.

apocralypse: It's both comforting and frightening to hear stories like that: comforting to know other people have suffered the same thing, but frightening that may well not be able to get out without plummeting further. A problem, though: when I made it out of the previous occurrance I mentioned, I 'found my love, rediscovered my life and got back on track' (this is a way long story that I won't tell unless people actually want to hear it). And now, after about a year of being all well and good, I've broken again.

Insignificant Deification: Consciously, I know that. Like I said, though, I was saved by someone else the last time, or at least shown what I needed to do to save myself. This time, though, I don't have anyone to help me, and I don't know what I need to do. And I'm really scared of that.

PhantomReality (and apocralypse): I'm glad you find/found drugs helpful, but I could never do that. I have an amusingly anachronistic set of puritanistic values when it comes to body- and mind-altering substances which prevent me completely from ever messing around with such things.

ThorFluff: I truly mean no offense to you by this whatsoever, but what you describe is exactly what I'm trying to avoid by figuring this out before it spirals out of control. If, that is, it hasn't already started to. I hope you find your answer too.

KicktheCAN: I can still see the kind of things I would care about if I were more balanced, so I'm still working on those. I'm trying to make sure that my world stays a place I wouldn't mind being if I could get there. But all of those things seem distant and nebulous, and are overshadowed by the looming spectre of pointless despair. I don't really care about them, I just do them anyway in case I do care about them in the future. Also re: pulling myself up: the problem is that last time I did have help. And you say no one is going to come to save me until I can save myself; last time, I couldn't save myself until someone came. This whole backwardness is part of what I find so distressing.
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Postby Will » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:46 am UTC

Confession: I blew off a lot of homework this weekend on account of feeling depressed. I know that blowing off homework only makes my life more difficult, but I just can't concentrate on anything when I'm angsty.

Ketzerel: I don't have much to say to assure you, but I will say that you don't have to fall any further to get out of it. I know it's been said, but it's alright if there's nobody to help you out this time--you may not feel like it, but you CAN get out of it on your own. It won't be easy, but learning how to deal with that sort of thing on your own will make you a better person.

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Postby schumi_girl » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:15 am UTC

Confession: I'm shopping online for a vibrator. And I'm seriously scared that if I buy one, my parents will find out somehow :S


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Postby pollywog » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:36 am UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I'm shopping online for a vibrator. And I'm seriously scared that if I buy one, my parents will find out somehow :S


Ask the company you buy it from not to have the words "Vibrator for schumi_girl inside".

Seriously though, good on you. You can't have enough vibrators, ever. And doing something against your parents wishes in a sexual way is always a good plan.

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Postby ifeedlions » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:37 am UTC

How could they possibly find out? Like, perhaps when a vibrator is delivered to your door.
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Postby schumi_girl » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:39 am UTC

Well I've never had one (being 17 and all) and I've always wanted one.

It'd be packaged discretely I suppose..


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Postby Hawknc » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:43 am UTC

Get a post office box and have it delivered there, so you can collect it yourself without it being delivered to your door.

Alternatively, have any open-minded friends that don't mind interesting packages being sent to them that you could collect it from?

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Postby schumi_girl » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:44 am UTC

The delivery's not the main issue..it's the choosing of the actual vibrator. I shall now take this to the Girl Thread.


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Postby pollywog » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:45 am UTC

Nah, I think they have a law that when the postie delivers it, he has to sing "I'm delivering a plastic shaking penis" (to the tune of "Mary Had a Little Lamb") and telling everyone he sees exactly who it's for. Also, when the wrap it, they don't put it in a box, they just put a few layers of Glad-Wrap over it and write your name on it. Also, if you're under 25, your parents have to sign for it, and inspect it for faults.
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Postby ThorFluff » Tue Sep 11, 2007 6:38 am UTC

Ketzerei wrote:ThorFluff: I truly mean no offense to you by this whatsoever, but what you describe is exactly what I'm trying to avoid by figuring this out before it spirals out of control. If, that is, it hasn't already started to. I hope you find your answer too.

Non taken, i assure you.
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Postby Akira » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:24 pm UTC

Confession: I never even knew what the Traveling Salesman Problem was until today's math class.

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Postby ThorFluff » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:33 pm UTC

Confession:
I havn't a clue either!

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Postby (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:34 pm UTC

*Jumps on the clueless train*
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Postby ZeroSum » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:35 pm UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I'm shopping online for a vibrator. And I'm seriously scared that if I buy one, my parents will find out somehow :S
Buy it at or through the local adult shop instead? I'm sure companies that sell them understand that you don't want a full color photo on the side stating what it is. Can't be so certain your parents won't open it though.

Might want to have a friend buy it for you and ship it to you with a decoy object in the box.

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Postby KicktheCAN » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:48 pm UTC

Ketzerei wrote:Also re: pulling myself up: the problem is that last time I did have help. And you say no one is going to come to save me until I can save myself; last time, I couldn't save myself until someone came. This whole backwardness is part of what I find so distressing.


Why do you think you're back in it?
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Postby Sprocket » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:51 pm UTC

In the middle of the day at work when I'm really bored, I just want sex. The second I go to leave work, I am mysteriously cured and no longer particularly interested.
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Postby (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:53 pm UTC

Confession: I do a lot of strange things and forget about them later.
Nobody in my Gmail contacts list has anything under 'notes' except one person, and as I just scrolled through to see who was available for chat, I noticed that note which I had completely forgotten about writing, and was confused.
Cause Gmail says nothing, except that someone is 'one dead sexy bitch, yo.'
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Postby Vandole » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:53 pm UTC

CatProximity wrote:In the middle of the day at work when I'm really bored, I just want sex. The second I go to leave work, I am mysteriously cured and no longer particularly interested.

Clearly you need it delivered.
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Postby Phenriz » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:53 pm UTC

CatProximity wrote:In the middle of the day at work when I'm really bored, I just want sex. The second I go to leave work, I am mysteriously cured and no longer particularly interested.


i pity your significant other(s)

and envy your co workers
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Postby (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:59 pm UTC

COnfession: I pity my coworkers. and anyone else that may interact with me today. I have had two cups of coffee. One accidentally had like four heaping tablespoons of sugar dropped in it (THE LID FELL OFF IT WAS SO NOT MY FAULT) but I like sweet things and really like coffee so I drank it anyway and now I have turned into Cornholio. I'm sorry.


NO I'M NOT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.



Holy crap. I should not be allowed to have coffee.
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Postby Phenriz » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:00 pm UTC

Meaux_Pas wrote:Holy crap. I should not be allowed to have coffee.


agreed, or switch to decaf with no sugar.

or has coffee become a placebo?
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Postby (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:01 pm UTC

No, it's definitely still coffee coffee coffeeeeeeeee.... zomg.
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Postby Cheese » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:08 pm UTC

Confession: I have never, ever tried coffee, and think some subconscious fear keeps me from doing so. Because I really, really want coffee, as a caffeine replacement from chocolate.
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Postby Insignificant Deifaction » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:09 pm UTC

Confession:

Caffiene no longer has any effect on me.
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Postby Phenriz » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:10 pm UTC

Confession: the last time i had coffee i had a second degree burn on the tip of my tongue, that was very very very very very very suck, almost unbearable for a week and a half.
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Postby KicktheCAN » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:12 pm UTC

Cheese wrote:Confession: I have never, ever tried coffee, and think some subconscious fear keeps me from doing so. Because I really, really want coffee, as a caffeine replacement from chocolate.


I never wanted to drink coffee but have recently picked it up because even though I am absolutely awake when I get up two hours into the day I crash, oddly enough I never get the caffeine crash most people get so my day is now crash free. :D
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Postby Sprocket » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:14 pm UTC

It's pumpkin spice latte season. I wonder how many it will take to assure me that coffee is poison to me.
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Postby Will » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:17 pm UTC

Insignificant Deification wrote:Caffiene no longer has any effect on me.


Confession: Caffiene has never had any effect on me. But I drink it anyway.

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Postby Wilibus » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:20 pm UTC

Confession: The only reason I drink coffee when eating is out is because I don't drink pop, I feel beer would be inappropriate and I feel guilty not ordering a drink.

The terrible part is avoid pop because of the sugar and the only way I can stand coffee is with at least 2 cream and 2 sugar.
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Postby Shizo » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:27 pm UTC

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Postby Phenriz » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:28 pm UTC

CatProximity wrote:It's pumpkin spice latte season. I wonder how many it will take to assure me that coffee is poison to me.



pumpkin spice is back?

fuck time to go burn my tongue again....mmmmm pumpkin spice.....

ConQuestion: Guess who's going to be making pumpkin pie this weekend?
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Postby Will » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:48 pm UTC

Confession: As I post this, I am in the middle of teaching a lab session.

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Postby TigerX » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:54 pm UTC

Will wrote:Confession: As I post this, I am in the middle of teaching a lab session.


Yeah, I can tell that you enjoy being there about as much as I do.

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Postby bookishbunny » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:55 pm UTC

Will wrote:Confession: As I post this, I am in the middle of teaching a lab session.


I find that so very awesome.

I just realized we probably know some of the same people. I had a few Clemson students in the last play I did.
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